Making a post like this is good because it shows self awareness. I don’t think anyone hates you. The mic spam has definitely been touched on, which is good to be aware of. The thing that I personally don’t like about many people is the spewing of misinformation with regard to rules. If you haven’t specifically read it in the rule book, then don’t tell someone about it. The hardest part for younger people here is the fact that many admins, including myself, sometimes say the wrong things. We need to be better at this, but I think it would do everyone a service if we all took the time to read through the rules. That way if anyone is saying something wrong, it can be corrected in a respectful manner. You’re a good dude, keep striving to be better and you will be just fine.