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  1. I was GA a few months back and I was semi-well known.
  2. What's up gamers, I was going through all of my discords and came across Defy and it reminded me of all of the good times I had so I wanted to drop by and see what's up. Not a whole lot has changed for me personally but I'm planning on moving and going back to university here soon so there's that. Haven't really had a lot of time for games but I've been using all of that time to focus on my life a bit more and focusing on new hobbies and such. Anyways what's new with all of the OG's, How're you all holding up? How's the server doing? Hope you're all well!
  3. There's been a lot of stuff going on in DM's, This isn't really about the post lmao.
  4. So, My return has been interesting to say the least... While I was gone it seems like a lot of rumors and mix ups involving me have started. I'd like to just take a second and say this: If you have a concern, distaste, or question about something you've heard about me, Please bring it to my attention and contact me through this post or through Discord. I understand some things could be taken out of context, but I've always stayed on Defy's side in arguments and I quite honestly have no idea what a lot of the claims are. In the end: I just want to make sure that what is out there is the truth. I understand a lot of the mix-up is from things that people that I have associated with have said and that things have gotten lost in translation along the way, so I just want to clear up what I can. Now because I don't really know what the accusations are I can't say that I'm innocent, but I can't remember a time where I've done any of the things that have been said about me (So far that I've heard). Anyways, Please contact me if you have a grudge or something you want cleared up. TLDR; If you heard something about me or have any questions, comment below about your concerns or contact me directly.
  5. Looks like a ton of people downvoted the post but, Fair enough. Regardless, you guys know you have my Discord: Ghoul#3501 if you ever need help or anything.
  6. So I passed my 1 year anniversary in Defy recently, and I just wanted to let everyone know that I still remember and consider most of you friends. I wish you all the best going forward and I just wanted to you know that I'm still alive. A lot of shit has happened, I'm not doing well, but I'm working through it. Love you all and I'm really glad to see things are still alive and well here. Good luck guys.
  7. Congrats on joining! I am also a freelance VA so it's a lot of characters / "filler" jobs but it's been pretty fun. I don't really write / do my own stuff anymore though. Huh?
  8. @Brock / @Matt- | Was really close to getting a stock, 55k mile E36 M3 but someone out bid so. Feels bad man. If the plan with the BRZ/86 falls through, I might get like a Z4 or S2000 if I can find one decent enough in my area.
  9. Hey, It's been a while since I've been around but I'd thought I would just pop in and see what's up. Seems like I've missed a lot in my time of being MIA, so I'm interested in what has changed and what's been going on. As for myself, I've: 1. Hit the 6 month mark with my current girlfriend. 2. Hit diamond in EU LoL (Doing my placements in NA soon) 3. Bought a 350z, It died, Bought a BMW, It died, Now whipping a sick 2016 Toyota Corolla. (Watch out ladies) [Corolla is temp until I find a BRZ/86/FRS in the trim I want cheap enough.] 4. Went clean and sober, kinda lame tbh. 5. Started voice acting and solo art projects. 6. Studying engineering in university starting next fall. 7. Lost my pp and have officially become female. Anyways though, how is everyone doing? What has changed? Am I still somewhat remembered? When will Re:Zero Season 2 come out? Help a man answer these questions.
  10. I made my temporary farewell before, but I think this is going to be my final goodbye. This is by the best community I've ever been apart of, and I'm glad that I get to go out on a good note. Since my resignation and even from before then, I just haven't found the fun in TTT or CS:GO anymore. I've spent 1000's of hours on both, most of my TTT coming from Garry's Mod and I think I've just officially burnt out. With that being said I don't really see myself coming back to Defy any time soon if at all, so I just wanted to give my final goodbye. I'd like to start out by thanking everyone for trusting me and befriending me during my time on the server, I've made some solid friends on here and I'm glad to have met you all. Secondly, I'd like to thank the staff team for everything they've done. Being staff on the server is really stressful at times, at least for me because I don't do well in really intense situations but I feel like staff don't really get the appreciation they deserve. So thanks to all of you for helping me out because I'm dumbass, and moderating the servers to make them what they are today. With all of that being said, I think it's my time to dip. It's been a fun ass time, I've made some good ass memories, but I'm boutta head out. If you wanna keep in contact with me, you can find me on: League of Legends: FelixUwU uPlay (Mainly R6): Ghoul.R6 Discord: Ghoul#0666 Steam: https://steamcommunity.com/id/Felix-GFX Here are somethings to remember me by: Video #1, Video #2, Video #3
  11. This isn't a post I thought I would be making this soon, but on the off chance something happens I just want this to be here. To start off, I'd like to thank everyone in the community for making me feel welcome and giving me a community worth working for. This was the first and only CS:GO community I joined, and I plan on keeping it that way. Defy has been great to me, and I hope that I've done good for the community in return. @Mark / @PotatoStyle / @pr0fs / @Bowie have made and nurtured a great community I was proud to be apart of, and I still am. Communities are a big thing for me, so if this post seems a bit "over dramatic" or long I apologize. When it comes to communities, I put everything I can into it and I stay loyal for as long as the community lasts or the as long as the community supports the players. Leaving is a big thing for me, because this was a server I've poured a couple hundred hours into since January and even more before that. I'd just like to say that being staff on Defy has been a great experience and if things go well while I'm gone and as long as the community accepts it, I'd like to come back sometime. As for the reason for my leave and without going into too much detail, Life has decided it's time for me to step it up. A lot of things went into the thought of my decision to leave, Most of the contribution was my mental health. I've been fighting against certain things for a while now, and it's just been getting much harder to cope with the chaos the servers can be at times. It's no ones fault, it was a bad time for me and having to moderate mostly by myself for 20ish people was starting to really get to me. Outside of that, I'm turning 18 in 3 days and I'm planning on doing big things over the course of the next few months. I'm going to start working at a job I really care for, Going to spend more time with my Girlfriend, Family and Friends, Focusing more on my university work, and trying to work on getting better over all. That's just the beginning, and I'm trying to make sure I do everything right so I have no regrets later. Lastly, I do plan on coming back but I can't guarantee it. I don't know when I can make the time to come back, or when I'll be ready to handle it all again but I really do plan on returning some day. Whether it's as Staff or as a Player once more, Defy has been a great experience for me so it doesn't really matter how it works out. The reason I made the post this long was just in case I don't come back. I wanted to have a formal farewell and leave on great terms with the community, and I hope that this does that. Now, My leave of the server doesn't mean I'm gone for good from everywhere else. I'll still try to be active on the forums, and I'll try to hop on every now and then when I can. If people are interested in keeping in contact, here's the rest of my accounts you can reach me on. Discord: Ghoul#0666 (Will update if it changed) Main Account: https://steamcommunity.com/id/Felix-GFX CS Account: https://steamcommunity.com/id/DEFYFelix/ Battlenet: Lucid#12972 Osu: FelixOwO And uh, besides that I think that's all. Big thank you to everyone for being good to me and an even bigger thanks to those I can call my friends. I would do one of those Cliché list things, but there's too many people to name and if I leave someone out that'd be big gay. Goodbye for now everyone, Head Senior Trial User General Admin, Felix
  12. The people who challenge your word at everything and can't take a punishment.
  13. Hope to see you around dude, take it easy.
  14. Welcome to the Clan my guy.
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